The last few days I have been reflecting on my life, my journey and growth. I am in awe at where God has brought me from and the work I have put into being a healthy and whole woman. By no means am I perfect or have I arrived, but one thing is for sure I am not who I was years ago! I am loving life, loving who I am and I refuse to return to my old self.
Recently, I have been interviewed by a Washington Post reporter about the benefits of adult coloring and also featured in a local blog Moms with Tots showcasing local moms “who do it all”. By no means do I do it all, but some days it sure does feel that way! Anyway, I share this because this is one of the rare times I am allowing myself to be proud of the woman I am and who I am becoming. Everyday that I wake up to pursue my dreams and build up my family, I smile and my heart leaps! I take nothing for granted. I did not get here on my own.
I am small country girl who dealt with rejection, abandonment, fear, and low self esteem, but I can now look into the mirror and lovingly embrace ALL OF ME!! Every class I teach heals a wound. Every time I encourage another woman it sets my feet on solid ground. It solidifies I am doing the right thing and I am doing exactly what I was designed and created to do! Self doubt and low self esteem are slippery slopes or more like sinking sand. We will never be able to fully love and enjoy life or even grow if we are only sinking. We have to begin to affirm and encourage ourselves to be exactly who we were meant to be.
That may mean you homeschool even when no one supports you. Or quit a job when it makes no sense. Start a business, speak up. Live passionately, be spontaneous…the list goes on! Or maybe you are like me and you need to give yourself a moment to smile and get excited at the opportunities that are ahead. Enjoy the journey and be proud of who you are!
Whatever you need to do, do it! Don’t hesitate. Act now! Life is too short. Don’t be afraid of the unknown. The journey ahead can and will be fun if we learn to embrace who we are.
